Shadow Work

a poem by savage writer

Listen to it talking to you.

Tune out the sentimentalism, tune out the romanced flattery
Tune out the watering down of my ideas just for sales and mainstream appeal, I don’t give a fuck what you people think anymore
You could choke on a penis
Grab the banana

I’m about to peel it back as I sit on this throne known as the cusp of prophecy
A starkly combination of both the Sagittarius and Capricorn, influenced by fire but grounded to earth
Up at all phases of the night hunting for answers, I know in the past I’ve lampooned religion and this idea of who Jesus is

I do feel there is a messenger of God out there, just that he ain’t a cracker with dirty blonde and blue orbs for eyes wearing a robe exposing his dick print like he’s a fucking metrosexual
Don’t get it twisted, ya’ know I’m in love with the women

Goddamn, Tireo was God speaking through to ya’ boy
Shedding light on information I had withheld from me since my people weren’t ballsy enough to have the conversation
Most High and I are revamping our relationship
In the past, I’ve rejected him cause’ I was around so many demonic forces
Satan used me as a vessel to carry out his agenda

I felt like God betrayed me since my reality was turning to cave ruins and he might have been pullin’ strings
Family turned against me, females thought I was too obscure of an interest
Friends filled a nigga with venom, I almost walked away from the pen and God’s mission

Uplifting children in those projects
Feeding the hungry
Counseling those families
What I didn’t realize was this, the Lord was lining up the stars
And I’ve now become one
Remove the curtains, nah

You aren’t going to see much aside from the sage I sparked
Crystals being charged and breathing exercises I’m partaking in
This is shadow work
I have discovered my voice, I have discovered my presence
It’ll make a parasite quake

I have discovered my joy, I have discovered my confidence
It’ll make a vampire salivate
Know thyself to be thyself
I realized it ain’t all about the rewards
I realized it ain’t all about the rewards

I realized it ain’t all about the rewards
God doesn’t care about how many cars you drove
God doesn’t care about how many bills you counted
God certainly doesn’t care about what you achieved either
What have you done to fulfill the purpose he has granted you?

Exactly, sitting there like a monkey who had its dinner taken
What’s there to say
What’s there to say
What’s there to say

I need a savior
I need a savior
I need a savior

As I call your name, I see it that you listen
As I call your name, I see it that you heal
As I call your name, I see it that you guide
Pray 4 me, pray 4 me, please
Pray 4 me

I ain’t trying to spend another year in my momma’s house dealing with Satan’s retorts
He’s manifesting through my peoples, but I’ve grown wise to their tactics
He’s manifesting through my surroundings, but I have found a way to stay out of the way
He’s manifesting through my thoughts, but I don’t give him any passage
I walk in faith and not by sight

There is only but so much these two eyes are able to spot despite acing exams at the witch’s office
I walk in authenticity and not superficiality
Like I care about impressing any of you dolts who can’t distinguish a vibration from a headache

I walk with both the feminine and masculine energies
They’re like Pisces to me, separate but coexisting
Remove the curtains, nah
You aren’t going to see much aside from the sage I sparked
Crystals being charged and breathing exercises I’m partaking in
This is shadow work

I will continue speaking to the Most High, I need us to resolve on a covenant
Lord, it’s like the reality I thought was real is crumbling
Can’t even trust my blood relatives which is saddening
I’d rather have no family at all than one who envies me because of my immense prosperities

Can’t even open myself up for another relationship which is deadening
I’d rather live the rest of my life a single man before I let another narcissist milk me for all I have again
Can’t even have a best friend which is tormenting
I’d rather be a one-man army than to have my own solider use me as battlefield collateral

Lord, I understand the message I want to learn more about the Bible
In the past, I wrote it off as fiction for a reason
Elite got ahold of the prophecies and revised them to enact evils
Lord, I want to make it into your kingdom once I leave this earth

I know I’m into crystals, but I do not worship no Baphomets
I know I’ve alluded to selling my meta, but I talk metaphorically
I know I’ve tried to claim my own life, but you always stopped me
Lord, I never said “Lord” so many times in one piece alone

I’m serious about us remaining tight, you took me through
all the storms so I could gain a sense of character and I can’t thank you enough for it
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me

I need ya’ like oxygen
Remove the curtains, nah
You aren’t going to see much aside from the sage I sparked
Crystals being charged and breathing exercises I’m partaking in
This is shadow work